my 1st paper is starting in exactly 7 hours time. =[

i am having this throbbing seems-to-be-there-yet-don't-know-if-it-is-there headache since last night. stress stress stress. i have never been this stress for my exams. must be due to the lack of my preparation this time round.

thank you to my concerned friends whom left me encouraging messages here. amidst all the memorising of notes, snacking, tv watching and snoozing in between (imagine watch finish tv at 9pm, try concenterate on studying but fell asleep at 9.15pm, only jotted awake at 1am to log online till 3am, got offline because hungry so eat a cup of instant noodles, then try to study a little bit again and fall asleep at 4.30am again. conclusion - i'm really DONE for! ), i've received couple of touching and motivating sms-es as well.

family : finished studying liao anot?
me : no. i fell asleep on my sofa lor. n i was online lor. sian. stress. arghhhhh...
family : u online? modem nv keep uh? still got how much? tmr marketing leh. u shld be more confident.
me : dun noe la. hais. very sian. tell me a joke.
family :

i'm speechlessly touched by family's efforts to replicate the whole joke that family heard from her friend last week, on sms to me lor. even more so as some time back, i had asked family exactly the same question and family replied me "oei, i'm not a clown ok". =/

"thanks a lot, cal! your joke really did much to make me feel better. and you must be wondering why 'family' right? =D i catergorize you under 'family' in my msn what, sister-in-law-to-be ma. hur hur..."